I had a cigarette...one cigarette today. It was entirely my doing...I did not have a huge craving for it but felt like I wanted to reward myself. Strange when you think about it...smoking is not really a reward at all. It is, if anything, self destructive. Go figure.
Anyways, I had to have it after my speechcraft today. I find the whole thing nerve wracking. I spoke today on the emphasis on the "clinical" and the use of the word "professional" amongst WORKERS like myself. Para-professionals really. How the hell should I know what is clinical in the sense used by professional clinicians. What the hell is a professional clinician anyways? What is clinical, for that matter?
Oy, don't get me started. Man, I sure could use another smoke.
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